Here we are the winter is finally receding and spring is on its way. In truth this blog started as a happy new year and then it got too late to post. So, I’ve mashed it up a bit and it’s all about what I’ve been up to!
It has been a while. I know I say that every time. Life has been a bit of a ride since my last post. In it I mentioned that we were moving house. We did move house eventually, but not where we originally wanted. All I will say is always get the good survey done! We were thankful we did. Not to dwell on it too much (I am a big believer in meant to be) we found another house and are in and after a long six months we are finally settled.
We moved early September and then a week later went on our much needed long planned for holiday abroad, our first since covid hit. We did very little except eat nice food and lie on sunbeds. We came home energised and ready to tackle the sheer mountain of unpacked boxes we had waiting for us. Sadly, it was not to be and we both had caught Covid on the flight home, thus beginning the winter of illness!!
Covid was not kind to either of us. I struggled as it went on my chest immediately (thanks TBM) and was awful. I had weeks of antibiotics, steroids and antivirals and it was still one of the worst ‘chest things’ I have experienced. I am so thankful for the time I spent hibernating/ shielding as I was in a bad way even after 4 jabs and some antivirals. I am doing my utmost to avoid it again although its not that easy I know. Its certainly here to stay and trying to live with it when you know how poorly it could potentially make you is tough.
We just got sorted post Covid and were making some progress in the house and bam… hideous winter cough and cold/ flu descended. SIX WEEKS, yep, six, it took me to get rid of. I’m not actually sure how many antibiotics and steroids it took in the end but it was a lot! I was absolutely exhausted with coughing, with the amount of medication and inhalers I needed and the sheer effort of doing anything; including getting up the stairs to bed or getting a drink. Anything was too much. It floored my family too with everyone feeling the effects badly particularly my poor dad who ended up in hospital with pneumonia just before Christmas. Thankfully he was home for Christmas and well on the mend now.
We have had our fair share of issues with the house (understatement) during that time which in all honestly, we maybe naively, were not anticipating! Broken boilers, garage flooding, ruined furniture from said leaky flooding, new dishwashers and washing machines and then replacement parts of smashed washing machines (arghh), the list was (is) endless! It took its toll at the time though and we did wonder at one point if the house was cursed! I think now it was just a case of bad luck and bad timing, not helped by feeling rotten ourselves.
My only new year resolution is to continue to try to make the best decisions for my health so I can enjoy life. So far, it’s been going well. Meeting up with friends old and new, reading an array of books. Family time, getting out and about with our gorgeous dog on little trips in my wheelchair. All of these are the things currently keeping my ‘jar’ filled up.
I have found it hard committing to a published post I think because of that naughty voice in my head who says ‘who cares’. But out of the blue I got a very kind reminder of why I started this blog in the first place. A friend who also struggles with TBM reached out and said my blog was helping her with information about the condition, currently more than any of the doctors or specialists supposed to be helping her. It was a nice moment and made me realise that as much as this is for me, I started this blog in the hope that if I helped just one person feel less alone post TBM diagnosis it would be worth it. I can’t thank her enough for giving me that reminder I sorely needed.
It’s nice to be back. See you soon!!